Realisation #1

Identity is forever changing.

You understand who you are when your life has finally come to rest at some happy medium. You are jubilant with what you are doing with yourself and what position in the world you find yourself in. This is the achievement of happiness. This 'final' realisation of who you are.

But then it changes. It HAS to change. We as the human race have no choice in the matter. A negative event immeadiately changes your outlook on life. It could be so big, like the death of a loved one, or so miniscule like a bad mark on a test that it affects how you would normally interact with the world. This affliction changes who you are, what you do, how you behave. You are no longer the happy, content person you were before the event. Your outlook on life is now that of a changed person. After this calamity you are forever changed. You will never go back to being the same person.

But this is not neccesarily a bad thing. You learn from your mistakes. You re-achieve the this equilibium that humanity searches for every single moment of you life. You achieve happiness.
And then it changes all over again.

This post is pretty much my realisation on how the world works. Sure, the length of the calm may differ, but you will ALWAYS end up back in that rut that life so often sticks you in. If you think about it, you start of with life, that happy calm in your life and you end in death. You end in non-existence. You end in that event that ruins your mood. But, the thing is, when you are in this stage of distress, you will always have the ability to look forward to the hapiness that you WILL find again.

So yeah, thanks for reading.

Josh.